And dude I'm not even talking normal crazy!  It is insane for me to think I have gotten to have six days this year to where I basically went the entire day like I would have had I not had a disability.  The only consequences that have followed is that it completely wipes me out to where all I want to do is sleep.  But I take a day here and there to where I am working on the sites and looking over all the pages.  I'm going to wait until after the next meeting I will be going to in Oklahoma City next Friday to get to work on many of the pages just cause next week I will see some of my contacts with the Disability Law Center (I think that's the name).  Anyways I'm going to see if I can get some help.  So don't be surprised if you see some things change slowly.  I am on my third week of not having any muscle spasms and am waiting to see if I can get into a new treatment thingy.  So I will leave you with what a friend in high school wrote in our senior yearbook...

"Never say never even when you think you've taken your last step" ~ Ginger Brown
It's a motto that's gotten me through every step of life so far!